So its been three weeks now with this new job!!! Hmmmmm what was I thinkin? World Peace vs Real World LMAO.......Ok that'll get me fired so I better stop!!! On the bright side coz yup sometimes there IS a bright side. I dont feel like a trapped zoo animal with everyone walking by and smiling with that uncomfortable grin. Ugh. there I go again and force the notion that "everybody is looking at me" hhahahahahahahahaha........pugi!

Well Im finding my way around pretty slowly. I kinda miss the fast paced environment of the private sector but Im optimistic things will turn around. I am learning new programs so thats a plus and Im facing my two weaknesses - Organization/Management and Accounting. UGH. My bosses are actually great. They consist of a No nonsense Chick who is ALWAYS on top of things, to 3 pretty boys - Hair comes first before anything else hahahahahahaahahaha......I still think God is punishing me with putting me in the tree huggers society but the projects.....are well put together....this is me with zero knowledge.......FINE I was impressed by the fancy folders and binding hahahahahahaha.

Some benefits worthy of mentioning/showing off hehehehe
I do have a brand new spankin' computer ;-) All the more to keep my blog up to date WHOO HOO LOL. My own extension yup yup yup.............. I mean I still want the corner office with a window!!!!!! but its a good start right? I guess in the mean time its gonna be a picture and I have to practice to pretend the other person across the room is not really there hahahahaahahahaha It sucks to start at the bottom of the food chain..................but somebodys gotta do it! - just wished it wasnt me!!!!!!......

Hummmmmmmmmmmmm heres to years of humble pie..................Gosh, this is addictive. I better do some work!!